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I just did something entirely out of character ... lots of things, if I think about it, all summed up in one decision. My head said "No! It isn't worth it." My lips begged me, "yes..." The would-be victim told me to, "Go ahead; don't think about it." My id said, "Screw it. Have fun, be impulsive, you can rationalize it later." And the demon-monster (that is really an angel) suddenly possessed my soul, and said, "I'm about to make the first responsible decision I've ever made. I want to kiss you, but I'd hate myself in the morning. Goodnight." And I gave him a hug and shut the door behind him.my body, my id and a boy said, "please." i told them all, "no." this is the proudest moment of my life. My body, my id and a boy said, "Please." I told them all, "No." This is the proudest moment of my life.
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